My heart is burden and heavy. Things are getting from bad to worse. Confidence lvl for my project is getting lower n lower each time. Am i doing the right thing? Am i going to the right direction? Am i confident to score? I dun want a pass only. Im aiming for A for my MP initially, but now... U may ask me now, "Are u sure u can get it? Do u tink u're too ambitious?" i will tell u im not. Im just having a vision for where im going. A person who dun have vision, doesnt go any where further! I was listening to the April Audio sermon by my Pastor. It stirred me up again. I know it is not enough to be the hearer of the Words but be the doer.

What to do when i dont know what to do? I believe my God will bring me from the place of defeat to the place of Victory! Hallelujah! *Shout Out loud* I will set my heart to seek the Lord in my prayers. I want to seek Him myself, to personal encounter with Him again, like i always do. I want to hear the voice of my heart and not mind. I will think back of what my God has done for me.

A very true story: There was a girl who cant speak eloquently. Her greastest fear is to present any project of hers in front of the whole class. And she remembered clearly that she even shivered while she was presenting one of her project. Yes.. The project was done by her together with her grp members. Her ideas were in the projects. She was very sure of what's her project is abt but becuz she just cant present well and the tutor tot that the project might not be done by her. She scored badly; 6 out of 10 marks while her other members got 9, another 10. That day, she was totally upset and was worried abt the subject PMI. Others tests of this subject she got Bs. She cried out to the Lord and tell the Lord that it is unfair and she want to get what she suppose to get, she want to get out of her fear. Somehow the Lord told her:" if u dare to believe and are willing to work hard, i will turn things bad to good for u." She never give up, keep on working hard. She scored A in e end for her whole project. Imagine 2 tests she got Bs and 1 time got C and for the last lap i guessed she got A. And in e end of the subject, she scored an A. Amazing isnt it?? u ask me how is it possible? im smiling widely.

Why focus on the problems? Focus on the Promises that God has given! I can do all things through Christ who strengthen me! Greater is He who is in me than the world! I should be the head and not the tail, above and not be beneath! No weapons formed against me shall prospered! I will keep my eyes on Jesus! Prayer warrior and not prayer worrier! Strengthen my faith for You are my author and finisher of our faith!

If you have done everything you could, Just Trust The Lord! Stand before the Lord and tell him that u have done ur best. Do not be afraid or dismayed, for the battle is not yours, but God's. (2 Chron 20:15) So STAND STILL! Do not be Shaken! Wait for the Holy Spirit to come after u have done what u could. When things get from bad to worse, you dont expect destruction! Expect Supernatural divine intervention from God! The Holy Spirit, your helper will help and comfort you and shall give u peace.

Last of all, Praise the Lord becuz He will change anything bad around good for my sake! My God is with me~ =)

*This msg is for all N, O lvl students and those who are heavy hearted. Cheers~*